I am not sure if it is because of age (probably) or the pressure or lack of something, but I am finding myself often contemplating about what should I invest my remaining time. What should be the thing? As you may have read few days ago in the post named Track I am having very good discussions with friend who is showing me different views on the topic. This searching for for destination is something, I am afraid I am doing too late in my life. So it must be connected to the age, even maybe in negative way.
For me it seems that I am wasting my time by the fact of asking this question and searching for answer to it, while I should be doing something. It sounds so trivial, that it may be the true answer ;-) Searching for destination is useless making the steps towards a destination may have more of it
Another way for me to find some answers is reading. And I am reading quite a lot, much more then I use to five years ago. In a book (and I am not going to name it, at least not now) I found following citation from another, very famous book. I like to share it with you:
Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?’
‘That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,’
said the Cheshire Cat.
‘I don’t much care where –’ said Alice.
‘Then it doesn’t matter which way you go,’ said the Cat.
‘So long as I get somewhere,’ Alice added as an explanation.
Lewis Carroll 1954 (1865), p. 54
It is kind of funny how one start to pick up the things which makes sense, even one had not noticed them earlier. Isn’t that indication that one – me – is on the right path? Or is it because of the age?